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of summatives, bike training and tennis

was updating the "calendar" on this blog .. yeah that list of stuff on the left. it's so freaking long... look at the hell we have to go through before we can reach "happy days!". and after happy days, there's another 10wks of hell before we can reach "FREEDOM!".

meanwhile, look at what's to come this week! dammit.

bike training yestd was soooo scary! i think my HR was super high. partly because it was quite exhilarating, but mostly cos i'm terrified (absolutely terrified) of traffic! traffic lights too... ahh i kept on having visions of myself either crashing, forgetting to disengage my clipshoes, biking into a vehicle, getting steam rolled and pureed by a vehicle, or simply losing the pack (which i did quite a bit.. many thanks to sunny for saving me). ahhh and yah, i still can't signal :( piangs, i need to do something about that! plus learn how to stand up while climbing hills. is it me or am i just very psycho-motor challenged? okay it's not me. i mean look at me and tennis/ badminton/ basketball/ floorball/ golf/ basically every thing we do in PE.

speaking of which, i've been getting hit on a lot during tennis. yes, by green tennis balls. no matter how i try to avoid them, in a court full of fourtenNIS players (hahah), it's like suicide! so far, in the 2 lessons we've had of tennis, i've been hit- directly on my left eye, on my back, on my head! and on my left thigh. don't ask me how. usually it's when i'm standing around being blur. the last lesson, i was about to do my mega (yea right) serve to wj, then i got hit on my head! it was so funny! cos then i just knelt on the ground, held my head and laughed till i cried. hahahah. kell had just been hit a few mins back. then occasionally you'd hear another wail of an "AHH!" and then someone would be on the ground with a buncha people surrounding her asking "are you okay?". haha so amusing. tennis is a dangerous sport!

mm .. about PE. we have all those assesment things. and looking at my performance so far, i think i'm going to get a gpa of like 2.0 or something. hahaha. are we graded by gpa? or is it just the generic one.. cos if it's generic one i swear i'm going to get "POOR". then mrong may once again write in his comments- "patricia needs to improve on her psycho-motor skills". he wrote that in my sec 2 report slip! i'm a disgrace to all sports people... lol.

oh yah i had a nightmare last night that i kept on getting hit by tennis balls during PE. ahhaha they couldn't stop flying at me! hahahahahhaha. i bet it's like foreshadowing my future. the juxtoposition of GREEN BALLS and MY HEAD. ahahha.

alright, back to RS-ing. RS is an aRSe.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

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